im freakin beat... i worked 50 hours this week. i have a lot of shit going on and no one but the other people involved in it to talk about it. its nice to have an outside source... well i guess i do... my buddie the ice cream scooper/ pizza boy than... we had an awesome converstaion out side of work the other day... part of the converstion was him saying he was suprised how it wasnt awkward to be hanging out outside of work... im glad... i dont like to make people feel awkward... come to think of it... he should be there now... waiting to deliver a pizza... and i totally forgot. i was planning on going after i got out of work at midnight tonight. hes there till 2. prolly reading "how to find a job in san franscisco"... thats how i found him the other night.but we had a good converstation... and i made him promise to go horseback riding with me soon. he says i need to get out more... be healthy, he drilled me as to wether or not i had an eating disorder... which i dont if youve read anything ive written... he told me my face looks old... which i take as a compliment in a way, that i have a wordly face... but it kinda took me back because people always tell me i look like im 15. there were a few other people in the room we were nibbling on pizza and drinking soda in... 2 girls and a guy... and we were all in very seporte conversations and the guy heard "you have an old face" and he stage whispered..."your supposed to tell her she looks young"
then we continued to shoot the shit till i was ready to vomit from having to pee and being to scared to use the scary bathroom there. but it was good. thats the outsider looking inside i need. im sure you can find this easy enough... im to obvious. and i didnt say all those nice things to make you feel good. i said em cuz i wanted too...
oh... and he gave me a random game of hi ho cherryo... ive never played it... thanks thanny
