ok... real new entry... what has changed since the last... well, apparently this is all a huge game and i dont fit into it and thats why i got dropped... but thats fine...hes says he has to schedule people in... but theres pleanty of time for other girls... well you know... im not so worried about it anymore...i dont need to be. i just hope there is some memory that haunts him and he misses... and that is comfort enough... that he is sitting at home playing his little games yet claims to be so busy... well baby... as long as your happy... have a whole lotta fun...
as for me... i set my sights on something else... someone totally random and sure as shit.. i hadnt seen him in weeks, ive know him for years... he shows up at this sneak preview and sits next to me... he smelled incrediable...
and being the littel goof he is leans over to tell me if i get scared i cam put my arm around him... i think there was something else in his voice but he is just a great goof... so... well see... there is so much more going on and thou i am sure most of you gave up looking for an up date and no one would be affected by this news unless you knew me but have i got a doosy...
well see... all in good time.
i went out last night.. so randomly spur of the moment. to bickfords around 1 am... hung out till about 3:30am... not a bad time at all... it was just a random online guy but he reminds me of my friend kevin so i like his company... not to attracted to him thou... also smells yummy. but i digress... i have to work today ggrrrrrrrrr.... from 5 to midnight... suck ass... but hey... i need all the money i can get for my new endeavor...if thats how you spell it... =)
