my movie is premiering this friday and staurday and i was really glad to find out TODAY. WEDNESDAY. that i am in charge of everything... going down in about 52 hours.
fuck me in the goat ass. (where's it from huh people? huh?)

im in charge of making sure everyone knows about it and where it is and when it is and how much tickets are and who will be there and what the guest list is and how long is it and when can we expect to get out of there and is it playing any other time but midnight and i can make it saturday but i cant make it friday how do i get there can you pick me up can you meet me some where does he have a digital projector do we have flyers ive been trying to get in touch with you where have you been what does the poster look like i was supposed to do it but i fell asleep can you write this up because i just didnt feel like it interview here interviw there... jeeze...

this is why i need to not be so fucking assertive and so goddamned good at everything i do... and my organizational skills... thru the roof and you cant help but take advantage of me when you know that...
so
here i am. trying to get my shit straig t while packing a few more odds and ends boxes to make my room look clean for when nathan gets here...
i have to get by work at some point tonight becuase of the pure incompetence of people twice my age...
i have to locate flyers and promos for the movie so we can get them up because the only thing close we have to proms is when i post on craiglist or mmyspace about my silly little movie comming out... that and the interwiew i did for the paper that *might* get put in and if not definitly a spot for the premiere flyer...

i got shafted on my summer schedule at work... i definitly needed 4 shifts this summer scheduled so i would make *some* money... well... i got the most gaff shift for the deck bar which means that if it rains i dont work... which means i dont make money... which means that i only wor 2 days that week because i was only scheduled for 2 more... thursday days and saturday nights... but it seems that i dont want any of these because of all the days i am requesting off and switching around with people but it just seems to be that all the things i need and want to do are all in may... and all on saturdays...

so... right now... i have to go take a shower... yes... its 6:30pm but i am not a morning shower person unless i have to... and i didnt... so... i didnt...

then i have to get to the cafe to meet with andrew and emily and see if there are flyers or not... if NOT then i have to figure something else out... print something up on my computer (and shit assed printer) and go to a store and use the copy machine (im not sure my kinkos hook up is going to pull thru) and then find lots of fun places to stick them... like maybe up the ass of a certain constantly PMSing co-worker... grrrrrrr