2005-05-13����8:10 p.m. monday scribblings on a friday....
(written monday (may 9th) at work around 11pm.)
its getting harder to be here. theres nothing here i LOVE anymore. sure. there are people i love and places i love but, im not IN LOVE with this. everything is changing. falling. not crumbling. im not in turmoil. but i dont love the things i do. i dont love me.