work is picking up and im finally making money again... and im using that money to GO AWAY.

i booked a flight on friday to dallas,TX where i will be going to see my favorite boy in the world once again =)

from there i will be going to albuquerque, NM to watch the premire of "RAVING MANIACS"... the movie i have been awaiting completion for 2 years.

i wont lie... i saw it already and it rocks the house! today will be the last scene filmed...

its already been done... it was done 2 years ago... but it seems that its "like showing a gun in the first scene of a movie and then never shooting it"

the shower scene.

thats right folks... yours truly has to strip to her b-day suit for this film... this film that i will be seeing in albuquerque new mexico on april 29th.
yee haw... i guess all the weight i gained is going to pay off because i have boobs now!

its amazing. i was watching the movie and noticing all my bones sticking out and my lack of chest ornamentation... ick...

but with 30lbs came t&a.

boots is history...
nothing really going on with that...
met some new guy...
eh...
got asked on a date tonight...
ehhh...

the one boy i want to see lives 4 hours away by plane... more than a day away otherwise... but who the hell knows with that... i love when i stop looking and no one will give me a free moment.

*shrug*

i really wish i had something more exciting to say... some better reason for not being around... but i dont... nothing special. my life is fabulous minus living in rhode island and still being at home... i couldnt ask for more...

and i think i have this booze bag thing kicked. i just dont feel like drinking anymore... and when i do... it takes 3 beers and im getting sloppy already.

yeah... im just finding shit to say =)
im so boring.

thou today should be loverly. (minus the shower scene... i cant believe i agreed to it... i think ill be drinking then...)

w, j and myself are going to get some lunch together and meeting with my friend, the director, richard... at a cafe and then comming here to film... after that... magic soup.

its amazingly beautiful out and my room is clean for once. i thik om going to get dressed and get out...