i should be getting it monday or tuesday if all goes well. then... your all in for it... there will be four hour long entries and pictures for everything.

i realize that the updates i have been making lately suck and are all basically the same but i am so glad that i dont have to do this anymore. im also looking forward to being a shut in for the rest of the winter.

i have managed to blow thru a whooooolllleee bunch of cash (mostly my pool / drinking addiction.)and i am looking at less than one thousand dollars to last me until the weather breaks and i start making money at work again.

its really amazing to me that there is such a difference. im not talking i make $200 dollars a shift in the summer and $100 in the winter. im talkinf anywhere between $300 and $600 a shift in the summer and now im lucky if i break $40 a shift.

people would scold me right now if they could and say...

"you should have banked your money all summer"

well... guess what... I DID!!!!
and i told myself... i says,

"krissie... you have almost $10,000 to your name right now. the most you have ever had in trhe bank was 1,200 and you got rid of that awful fast... this time... you pay off your car insurance in advance. you either start looking for an apatrment and you use the money for that or you save the hell out of it (however you do that) and you'll have an extra chunk when you start making money next summer and you will be so much better off... damn im good"

but that went out the window really fast. it turned into...
"krissie, you can go out tonight with a bunch of your friends and pick up the tab... you have so much money!"
"sure krissie... you can go to the mall and walk into any store you want and spend spend spend... you wont even notice it gone"

yeah... and then i developed an addicitin to pool and i go out every night and play and drink and buy people drinks and pick up tabs and go on vacation and get a digital camera and get a computer and spend $300 to beef up my car. (i needed the car thing... it was stalling all the time and running shitty. it peachy now. it wasnt a new stereo or rims of ground effects or anything)

so... i called the bank today after i found out my computer had been shipped to see if they had taken the $500 out for it yet. it didnt say in the little automated voice and shortly after it said the $300 for the car but not the $500 for the computer. then i heard that i have $800 in the bank. then i got an email that asked me to go and complete my paypal for tigerdirect. i didnt pay for it via paypal thou. it wouldnt work the day i ordered it and i went thru the websites payment method. but... did they get the money or what??? if not... its screwed city.

so, i have to go check that and then wallow in self pity for being an alcoholic and try to break myself of pool everynight. and boozing... but tonight is my favorite bartenders new thing... he's setting up a bar crawl and its going to be a blast.

i cant pass it up... my last hurrah... it will be easier when my computer gets here... then i wont want to leave the house... ill have a new best friend.

and did you check out my movie trailer yet??? you really should...

rave to the grave trailer on
scorpiofilmreleasing.com