2002-11-07����10:51 p.m. stick some metal in your body...
i need to calm down. i was so happy, so excited at work. i still am but it is marred now. with the guilt of the horrible "what if". what an evil little concept. an evil little phrase. but i am an evil little girl. i deserve all that i get. but, on a lighter note... i have been having blinding migraines everyday again... (that's not the lighter note...) and i know i need glasses but now it is linked to something else. i have a severe case of iron deficient anemia. i know i was anemic but i didn't think i was severe. but my body is at the point where not only do i experience horrible migraines, have almost not hearing in my left ear, no real blood flow, i bruise like a rotten tomato, my bones hurt just holding up my 95 pounds... blah blah blah... but i am at high risk for blood flow to my vital organs. =) yay! but for this, thanks to AND. the sweet and caring... i am taking iron pills and trying to obey the rules ... but the problem is that i drink soda all day everyday and im not supposed to be having to much caffeine or anything carbonated. i have no time for a balanced diet, i hate fruit but i have to drink juice ... all this crap. but, i have to take them for at least 3 months to hope to return to normal and i may have to take at least one a day for the rest of my life so i dont slip into this ever again. yay for iron pills...
"WARNING-iron containing products are the leading cause of fatal poisoning in children under the age of 6. keep out of reach of children."
