i sit here blank faced and blank minded. i have no good to say and when you have nothing good to say they tell you to say nothing at all... but i dont want to listen to them. im so tired. i thought of something really good, so worth reading, but my pigtails were so tight that i had to fix em and now i forget...im not sure which course of action i should take. which path i should scurry down. i think i am getting ready to take a header into winter depression. get a bad case of cabin fever, neglect all my sweet friends, neglect myself, renew that hole in my stomach, made by to much excedrine, and soda, not enough food. i wish i could hibernate. i would be as happy as a...bear...he heh he (nerd i am) ohhhhhh i am trying to be creative, to create pictures for you but i am oh so tired again. why? i slept from 2am to 11am, only worked 6 hours short compared to my usual 8-9 hour days, then i got home around 7pm, came to read updates, jumped off line, went to get burger king around 9:30pm, ate, went to my room about 10:40pm, put in my crest white strips, and accidently fell asleep...oops...woke up an hour after i was supposed to take them out, with the most yucky gross mouth, then i fell back asleep till 1, went and got andrew so i could bring him home. felt horrible about the way i felt, the thought of what i may cause. un-tie...grrrrrr "i am a bad bad girl, im being careless with a delicate man, and its a sad sad world, when a girl with break a boy just because"...thats what i do... good night. sorry i am so random and sporadic. please write me a letter or something, it doesnt have to have anything to do with anything...i like letters.
