im soo sick!!!! i dunno how it happened... well, everyone i come in contact with is sick so i guess thats how but.. it sucks!!!!! and you know what else??? i havent encountered a scale since febuary ( i had one and i wanted to see how high it would go... so i wound the little thing in the back used to calibrate, i got it to 250 and it wouldnt go back down...) so i was at w&j's last night and i got on theirs... a disgusting 103...i ladies and gentlemen, am a skeleton... it is so gross.. my boss it 23 and she weighs 98 lbs... i always make fun of her for looking sickly and here i am a mere 5 lbs more than her... i am seriously disgusted.. i never wanted to lose weight, i never expected it and i have been noticing it but i didnt think it was that much. where did it go? it brings a new meaning to where did i go? literally, my body weight drifted into the air... i love to eat, its all i do. i work at ben and jerrys. i had ice cream literally 3 times yesterday... not a tast, 2 scoops, hot fudge, walnuts and whipped cream.... thats just not right. in no way am i trying to brag about this or make anyone feel to big but, seriously, i think i have a giant tape worm inside of me catching any little bit of anything i eat.
do you know how they get a tape worm out of a human? you sit there with your mouth open and hold a piece of raw meat in front of your mouth... the tape worm will crawl up your insides and throat and you grab it when it sticks its head out. nice huh? well, winter is comming and i always gain about 20 pounds so i think i will be all set this time. it wont be extra, it will just be getting back to average... god. thats so gross... i dunno what else to do... i can eat anymore than i do already... really, today alone i had burger king for breakfast... one bacon, egg and cheese crosanwitch, a large order of hash browns, a coffee, a ton of rootbeer, 2 scoops of choclate with fudge almonds, walnuts, hot fudge and whipped cream... then i had a lot more root beer, a hot tea, and i just finished my second hot dog and i am prolly going to go get a hot choclate at cable car and depending on wether or not i go alone, i may eat again... maybe its depression? im not doing half bad, stress? well, that could very well be it. maybe i smoke to much, i think that has a lot to do with it.. i dunno. ramble ramble ramble...
