im sitting here... wondering what i should do... i would really like to go gambling but i dont have a buddy to go with and i would be screwed if i lost any money and didnt make it back... considering its not easly money down at the hot club... its pretty dead down there... i really suggest if you live in rhode island or are in rhode island for any reason, that you come down and give me your money. i would really appretiate it.

i will talk with you... you dont even have to let me know why your there... come in, grab a beer or a drink... maybe a soda and a burger... we can bullshit... ill bitch about the weather... we can play songs on the jukebox and then you can leave a pile of money and ill know and ill thank you and ill mean it.

but really... i just want someone to talk to. here... there... it doesnt matter...

last night i went thru a bunch of journals and picked out some new favorites...