i started bartending school and i am already half way done with it. its really not so bad but its a lot to remember. the glasses, on the rocks, straight up, frozen- well, call and top... colors, garnishes- other names for things... its a lot. not that i cant handle it. ill be great. it will just be a lot easier when i am doing it as a job and not working and then doing it at school. im so tired and i just run around all day. any of my free time is devoted to RAVE TO THE GRAVE.

my part also got changed in that... which i cant help but admit i am upset about. i got to kill the bad guy and puke a lot and be all crazy and weird and now im katie. the fun loving big sister. (im used to being type cast... i still dont like it thou)

so thats that... jayson and i have hardly no time for us and we just nag at eachother for no reason. things are definitly different. there is trust lost but i am still trying to see if it comes back full circle.

ummmmmm... still working at the b&j... i think i am giving my 2 weeks on october 3rd. that makes the 17th my last day... and i cant wait. i told the owner " i hate this fucking place and i dunno how much longer i can take it. he got all nervous and then bitched at me in the nicest way possible... and all i kept saying to myself was... you need your car, you need your phone... you have bills... 3 more weeks... 3 more weeks...

so. im falling asleep and its only 7:30 pm...

a boy in my class likes me. hes really nice. but i like him for a friend. my teacher is kind of scary. i dunno what else to say. i think i am wired to say...

wanna be in a movie?

(no really, if your in the rhode island area you can be)