we do now... and it really makes a big difference. waking up to the blinds slightly glowing... a little brighter than dusk... is no way to wake up. i woke up to the sun shining in my windows and i breathed a great sigh of relief without knowing why.

it was day light again. i miss the sun.
i am one of the most see thru white women you ever have the displeasure of shielding the glare from your eyes for... i like it... i know i wont have skin cancer from frying myself in the uv rays my whole life... but i do like when the dog lays on the rug in the sun and scoots every couple of minutes due to the rays moving ever so slowly.

i got up today and i stretched while looking out the back door to my house. i watched baby woodpeckers and rock doves pecking at the ice in the yard looking for the seed they know was there yesterday before the snow came.

like i said... im feeling inspired... i just wish there were something to do with it. someone desirves the way i feel.

that sentence makes no sence gramatically... but i know one of you will under stand what i mean...

when i stretch i feel my body... i feel the life and the energy in it... i wish someone right now to feel the same goodness i do...

i sound like a fucking hippie...
im going to wash my patoulli off eat a granola bar and hug a tree... when i get back... we'll see if my mind has returned to normal... and if i can shake this fit of dyslexia.