i have lost my super privilages cause i can no longer afford a gold membership and if i could... i dont think i should use it anyway considering... i didnt think i could even come here after my hiatus.

as usual i have nothing to do but bitch.
i have no money
i have no job

i am living in colorado

i think i might hate it
or... it could be that i cant enjoy it what with sitting in the house ALL DAY EVERYDAY

today i have decided to cut myself off of human contact and cry.