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Black Giraffe - 2005-02-20 23:25:53
For what it's worth, I'm not offended. Listen, if you yanked your diary offline or disappeared, I'd really miss you. I don't find your diary as some form of entertainment. I find it comforting that someone from a completely different background can feel the same way as me sometimes and end up at a similar point as me. But if you were to lock up your diary or stop writing or whatever, I'd completely understand. I admire you for being so bold as to post your innermost thoughts and feelings while knowing that the people close to you can easily access your heart and mind. If anyone remotely close to me were to ever find my diary, you can bet that I would tear it down and delete every last page of evidence that it ever existed. And even then I would be bothered that anyone ever saw it at all. With that in mind, I have the utmost respect for you for putting yourself out there regardless of whose eyes might be watching. And if you don't want to do that anymore, then that's certainly understandable. For nearly three years I've gotten to know you purely through what you've written, and I've read about when you laughed, when you cried, when you smiled, when you succeeded, when you failed, when you picked yourself up and dusted yourself off, when you loved, when your heart was broken, and when you hit bottom and somehow bounced back up. You made me laugh and you made me cry. It's been quite a ride, but, as you said- such is life. If you're really calling it quits, then do what you've gotta do if it makes you happier. Isn't that what every decision is (or at least should be) based upon? Thanks for sharing as much of yourself as you have and please continue to stop by to check up on me, as you're always welcome in my online home, sis. Shine on you crazy diamond.
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