im so freakin great.

its going to be the best cake ever.
im going to make it look so beautiful...

i got vanilla and chocolate frosting and im going to swirl it and make it look so good... and write something nasty on top... just to piss off my co-workers...

granted... we look for a reason to celebrate and make food and this is just another reason... but... i want to ruin it =)

SPITE!

i have been reading around and i am glad some people have just flat out ignored today as a holiday. i said i was going to ignore it but then... the one thing about today iseveryone smashes it in your face. so... i have to say that i love essaywriters entry

my favorite is definitly HERE

so please.... read and enjoy

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i saw boots last night while i was at lilis and he was being weird (knowing i was upset about him bolting saturday night without saying bye) and a little stand offish at first. that and when he came in i was sitting with "the boy" who was at lilis too and sitting alone looking lost. i asked him if he wanted to join me and my friends and he did... then his group came in and took over the table we were sitting at...

so boots started talking after i relocated near the pool table and said something to the effect of "do you know what tomorrow is?"

i didnt honor with with a verbal response. i rolled my eyes. he said "i want to do something nice for you but im so broke" to which i replied...
"come down for a beer. one beer... on me... and we can forget about it. its a stupid day"

so lets see...

im thinking hes not going to come because i cant trust that hes going to do anything he says hes going to. his own fault of course but... we shall see.

so... thats my blabbing for the day.