reasons?
starting with a recap of my weekend...

friday- new years eve... drank a little starting at 4pm.
came home, dressed, went out to drink and play pool.
played best game of pool and wasted a lot of my engery gloating about it.
drinking gin makes me tired too.
mixing gin and champagne makes me even more tired... and faster...
nerves shot as i consoled a bleeding boy and talked to him to no avail.
insert more gin here.
stayed at a boys house (witout getting laid...)

saturday-
got up with said boy and went for breakfast at 1pm.
ate pho (the best thing to come out of vietnam ever!)
came home... i think... yes... worked on computer and tried to watch the trailer for my movie...
no sound...
me mad...
yelling takes away any energy i had...
get ready...
go to work drianed emotionally from the night before.
slow slow slow until 9pm.
(made $18 dollars in tips between 7and 9)
second bartender comes in (sure we dont need her but if i have to suffer... so does she)
kick out a boy because he is falling asleep on his tom collins.
get creeped out by a guy drinking rolling rock whos eyes are studying my every move.
boy comes into see how i am and has a few drinks.
i smoke a few to many cigarettes.
eat some food.
friends come in.
sisters come in.
nite ends...
scumbag regular asks second bartender if his friends can make it for last call.
scumbags friends show up and turn out to be bigger scumbags than the creepy regular and the staring rollong rock guy combined.
kick them out so i can go home.
play megatouch (positouch bar games) and drink cider jack instead.
get home about 3:30am.
sit and do crossword puzzles until my eyes want to bleed.
go to sleep around 4:30am.

sunday- not remembering much from sunday accept that i went out around 5 to get food and play pool with the boy.
eat.
kick ass.
get ass kicked.
alternate ass kickings for about 3.5 hours.
come home...
computer till 11:30pm..
asleep by 12am.

monday- get up at 8:30!
i havent been up that early in... i cant remember when...
its the big victorias secret semi annual sale...
i have very average sized boobs... much beat other average women there and get the good stuff.
spend 97.94 at v.s.
go to forever 21. buy clothes (skirts moslty) spend 67.78.
come home and play dress up... realize i have grown a cup size and also a skirt size...
squeeze into clothes and bras anyway because i am to lazy to go exchange things and not willing to let my weight get a hold of me...
make plan to lose 10 pounds... thou i must admit i like the extra cup size...
I HAVE BOOBS FINALLY!!!
come home...
computer...
go to work at 7pm.
stand around and do nothing but flirt with a bartender that works down the street from me. hes yummy.
drink more cider jack... play more bar games.
home around 2:30.
sleep around 3:30.

tuesday- alarm goes off at 9.
hit snooze till 10.
fall asleep after shutting off alarm.
get up around 10:30 and rush to get ready for work.
get to work at 11:30am.
set up bar, eat chicken salad sandwitch, do crossword puzzles until i have a migraine from squinting at the little print. eat more food. smoke to much. play bar games instead of tending to bar.
friends come in.
talk.
drink bacardi vanilla and coke
play bar games with friends.
leave work to go to lilis.
see boy
play pool
get but kicked
eat a burger
butt kicked
butt kicked
butt kicked
go home.
home at 1am.
crosswords till 3 am.

today- up at 10:30
get ready
do laundry
blowdry hair
get on computer
still here
hair in bun
no makeup
laundry done in dryer
hungry
smoking butts
drinking coke

on agenda
1)do makeup
2)get laundry out of dryer
3)get dressed
4)eat more food (interchangable in number)
5)play on computer more
6)take friend out for his birthday. drink, play pool, smoke butts, repeat.
7)crossowrd puzzled
8)bed

what was the point of this entry again?