as im sure a lot of people have been doing.

i am not sure what else i am really doing.

it feels like spinning around and falling down.

i have been packing still... an ongoing gig. but i still have no where to go. i feel like im not going to have anywhere to go anytime soon.

maybe i should just take my money and go on a nice long vacation.

i want to go to texas and atlanta. to visit friends. to get into more warm weather as ours in rhody is slipping away.

maybe home isnt so bad.

maybe i can live without a cat of my own for a little longer.

but the winter is always so long. added to fall it feels like an eternity.

maybe this one wont be so bad...