im eating some ramen noodles and thinking of what i could possibly do tonight. i learned how to play pool and stop doing all the things i was doing wrong.. which was... everything i was doing... but i know it now!

i was supposed to be going to copperfields...(a bar i gather) and play but my pool partner is very sick...

i was in dansville NY last week... how interesting... there is nothing there... nothing... but i loved it. i was there for a wedding but they werent MY friends... so... i was there for a vacation... and i had to attend a wedding... it was awesome. (with jayson... details not included)

its supposed to rain tonight so i think my cable car default is off... i like to sit outside. its supposed to rain for the next few days... which REALLY sucks because i have a new schedule at the hot club for the summer and i got a new shift working outside on the deck at that bar and i will probably lose that shift this week... i made $600.00 out there the week before last... what a tease...

i really need to move out and i say it all the time but i swear... someone will die if i dont... and it wont be me...

i started going on trash binges- throwing out things i dont want to part with because i need portability... i need to just pick up and go and keep doing it...