so... lets get on it here... i went to a show last night with brian and heidi, it was good, minus the me falling asleep standing up and in a lawn chair that was in there acting as a bar seat... we tried to play pool, only 5 stripes, 5 solids came out, we played a mock game and then a real game after that... brian won, i wont lie, but the night before heidi, and 2 of her friends, and myself, me up with the guy i went out with last friday, dave... we played pool that night and dave and i won every game, maybe cuz hes really good. =) maybe not...but then we took another trip over to bickfords after julie, heidi and josh fell asleep so i dropped em off...
it was fun times. he invited me back with him but i couldnt do it. i wanted to... but i wouldnt let myself...
i think mosly beacuse i got asked out by jason, i mentioned before... were going out tuesday =)
and i know if i went home with dave, being "krissie p mad booty fiend" i would have made something happen... but i really really super like jayson... so i dont want this to get complicated. i have made up my mind and decided i cant just treat people like shit cuz it sure gets back to you...
and i would do anything to be the girl he wants to call home. but im still going to be leary, watching my step and his.. beacuse i dont know what path im taking. but i think its the one that involves more climbing and jumping rather than just a smooth walk down a clear path.
i dunno where that came from but, its the truth, and when i say that i picture these woods my friends and i used to go camping in... there was a high road and a low road... literally, and the high one was a hard climb, but the overwhelming views were worth it...
so thts my life in a nut shell... i cannot disclose to much, then you wouldnt hold on to the big bang im gonna drop....
