ok, so my last entry i was a little irrational... ummm... i dont think thats the word i want but its 4 in the am and i am delerious... but it was all about my ex- matt... i am not over him... i have come to this conclusion... its been 2 years since we have been apart and we havent talked to much at all... i saw him online and sent him mail and he was gone before it got there blah blah blah... well, when i have been comming online i have been using the wonderful status button and everytime i push it it says.."not yet read" well.... i signed on today not remembering the mail and i was jsut checking my inbox when i saw his name.... this is what he wrote back..."Hey,
I think your freakin' out, first off I'm not the only one that's been using this account in the past few days. In fact I think the time that your refering to my friend was using my account either research or to book a condo at Loon Mt. . That's where I'm gonna be this weekend, next time try the i.m. or direct confrontation I think your grown up enough to do that for me. Don't pretend like i didn't try to stay in touch, you called the shots. If you have something to tell me I'll listen, and i'm not hard to reach, maybe I'll talk o ya!"
that was real nice... i know you cant display emothin on the computer but.... WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ALL ABOUT!
i dunno... im starting to think maybe ita a real bad idea to try to talk to him... i just know that if i see him i will shudder the way i do when i know hes around... sigh~ i dunno where i am going with this... what a bland ass journal...
i do apologize...
