So, this is the longest i have gone without updating, for the 2 people who are actually interested... i apologize. you are either thinking... ok... AND is a serial killer or kidnapper and krissie p is dead, but if you one of the 2 people wondering what i am doing ....( W )....... you know that i have been basically sewed to his side and cant get enough of him ... the last week has consisted of soooooooo many fabulous (thou sleepless) nights ... sitting by the water, sleeping nestled in a blanket over looking grand ol providence, sharing stories, space, breath.... i cant get enough of him, my favorite night (also the one i paid for the most was last monday night.... i was at the cable car and he was getting ready to get out of work. (that was at 11:30 and i should have already been in bed, i had to open at 7:30am) but ... its andrew.... so i stay, i get to sit on a comfy couch in the theater while he closed up, and read, then we cant help but hang out.... =) so somehow we end up at my favorite cemetery, (swan point) sounds creepy sneaking into a graveyard at midnight. and i could try to convince you it wasn't but it so was. if you walk in and way to the back there is sort of a half jetty into this big.... i dunno.... river? i guess ... and we went and sat on the rocks and talked and talked and grew closer and closer.... then we decided we should move off of the clod rocks jutting out into the water onto a nice warm blanket in the grass.... unfortunately the blanket and grass were both located under a tree that was dropping acorns left and right, we kept shielding one another from the tree bombs.... we were also laying on a bunch of them under the blanket and being as anemic and sickly as i am, i ended up with bruises all over from trying to prop up on an elbow or roll onto my back, (i swear nothing juicy happened, just a whole lot of talking and laughing. before we knew it, it was 4:30 am (again) and i had to be at work in 3 hours, i decided it would be stupid to go home and try to sleep and risk over sleeping so we drove around and i was starving (as usual) and so we went and got dinner, detached ourselves for a few minutes and talked out right about how we were both afraid of what we may be rushing into and then decided we were both to happy to care. i took him home and somehow ended up being 15 minutes late for work, got out 2 hours early, went and surprised him and got him from work and we just keep having fabulous nights depraved of sleep.... but im so happy, i had to not see him friday and saturday and not even talk to him but i found him yesterday and we went to W&J's with friends, we were fed the bestest lasagna on earth and played if games.... yay for if games... i have to run i think, i need to turn laundry over from washer to dryer, pee, change, redo my makeup and go get him again, i am adicted, i hope the side effects dont wear off....
