2002-09-26����11:12 p.m. moutains out of ant hills
so, things didnt end up to bad last night... i was all stressing, just wanting to be alone and when i got there she wasnt even there ... the AND that i talked of in "i am a chicken...." talked with me last night....for like 2 hours. i am kinda enthralled with him i think... i was weird, i thought he was this older, untouchable, but that was me putting him on a pedestal... im sure he doesnt want to be put on one, he is just a humble, sweet, hilarious, deep fun kid... i really enjoyed our night together. all we did was sit across the street looking at a closed cable car and talked and talked and laughed a lot. it was nice, calming.... and i didnt have to get all stressed. things turned out much better than i could have hoped for. very innocent i assure you. but fun.
